July 16, 2009

 Lucid Bullets

Frustrating search for the bullets (dots) in my online dream journal that would tell me I'm lucid.

 Piano Math

I'm in a classroom, sitting to the left of Jacob on the right side of the classroom. Miss Lisa is the teacher. Everyone's got these 'piano workbooks' out full of piano note problems to solve.

It's like I've just been dumped into the class, because I can't keep up and I'm confused. Jacob keeps trying to help me by letting me look at his work, but Miss Lisa is sharking the class. She said to the class in general, "Don't think I don't notice any cheating going on. I can see you looking out of the corners of your eyes."

We're supposed to do 20 pages, but it changes to 22 when Blake says that he thought we were supposed to do that many. So Miss Lisa ups it. I kind of glare at him (though it doesn't look like Blake anymore). He looks unconcerned.

I finally figure out how to do the stuff one page 20 (it's like a mix of note meaning and math, I remember 'a' minor), but I haven't learned the things on the next page yet, so I am worried. I remember there was a piano term, like "staccato', to indicate the speed to play.

Miss Lisa is up front taking papers or having them write something on the board. She is calling one student names, like 'imbecile' and such. Everyone seems used to this show of name-calling. I wonder how anyone can's self-esteem can stand it.

 Hallah

This may have taken place at the beginning of the 'Piano Math' dream.

We're all (the class) watching TV mounted from the ceiling. Me and Leigh/Nicole (I think they switched around) see an interesting looking advertisement for an anime. There's a long box with 4-5 characters with profiles under their picture mounted by the TV. The style reminds me of Samurai Yoroiden Troopers and Saint Seiya, only better art. The one on the very end's name is "Hallah", and his profile says that he is "sansexual". The profile says that it may as well be yaoi, as the majority of the fans would want that. I think to myself that that's not true, it's probably the majority that doesn't like it. I think Nicole liked the Hallah character, whereas one of the previous guys was more to my liking. Or maybe all of them or none? *shrug*

The title for the anime was something simple sounding like "Dragon Warriors".

Something comes on that me and Nicole both don't like and I'm disappointed.

- A song came on (loudspeakers? TV? radio?) and I wondered why it wasn't considered inappropriate for school. (RL: I recognized the song in the dream, but now I can't remember it! Booo.)

 Beans and Pancakes

We're driving somewhere - me Melissa, Rachel and ?. We arrive to a city with brown/gray buildings and stuff, but Melissa and Rachel can't agree which way to go, so we decide to split up to see if we can find the place we're looking for. I end up going with Melissa.

Turns out that Melissa was right, and we found the building. We go in. I look into a window and see tables with food on it, including a roasted turkey. (RL: I don't know if I made this up or what, but the city seemed to have a lot of food everywhere.)

I'm worried that Rachel and ? haven't come back yet.

We go into a restaurant in the place. Melissa does her own thing, going over to the buffet and getting her food. I'm used to sticking close to mom, so I'm a little nervous and D: in general.

I get my food (I remember a piece of ham, biscuits maybe, pancakes, beans...). I try to make my way to Melissa, but am having a hard time. An old couple makes room for me on the couch, but I don't stay. I accidentally block an old old lady with a walker thingy from her seat, so I apologize and keep going. I finally make it to the little round table. Steven is sitting there, in the chair closest to the wall. Melissa is sitting opposite him, and I sit between them turned away from the couch that the old couple were sitting on.

I accidentally dropped a few things on the way to the table though, and I'm upset at that and Melissa for abandoning me. Melissa goes over and talks to a lady a few tables over to tell her what happened and get permission for me to get more food.

The lady brings me more and says to Melissa after looking at me, "We grow 'em small in _?_ (TN maybe?)", maybe referring to my shortness? (I think to myself that it's a strange saying, because Melissa is so tall/big). Using a spoon, she starts to separate my beans from some other food on the plate, but I tell her that I like it that way (mixed together). She thinks it's strange/surprising.

Meanwhile, Rachel has changed into someone else. It seems that she and ? are still off looking, having gone pretty far away. 'Rachel' says that maybe they'll find somewhere else to eat. She doesn't want to go back and admit that she was wrong.

'Rachel' tells the other girl that she's never left me before?. ? is like "o-kay".

Note: It's a little mixed up who's talking in the last part here. I could have been ? saying that they'll find somewhere else to eat.

 Roadtrip

Me, Rachel, someone else and a monster type creature (he was light green) were driving somewhere. It was a big deal, whatever we were going to do/go.

I think I was supposed to be marrying the creature, and we were visiting his home. We drove through some gates and watery areas/rodes, also lots of dirt and some vegetation.

At one point we drove underwater. We were then in some  kind of little metal vehicle with no top. The water was green-tinted, it was kind of shallow, and  think I saw a big shell on the floor. I thought to myself, "he had to live here?".

I wondered how long we were going to be under, as we all needed to breath soon.

We're driving along wet roads again, but it's more RL roads now. Rachel says, "All this to get a cat."

Apparently we're now on our way to someone's house to get Rachel a cat.

 Fishing

We're at Rachel's house (but not hers in RL). We're staying with her because we moved. I was very unhappy about it all.

Rachel and mom were going to go somewhere. When I heard it was to go fishing, I that I didn't know that's where they were going to go, and that I wanted to go with the,. Mom asked if I brought a jacket - I reply that, "no, I didn't think I'd need one."

- There was something about the closets.

July 15, 2009

 Watchmen Sign
[5:42 A.M.]

The Watchmen remember themselves as a dream sign. They stood in a circle and did something magical to make themselves a dream sign (turned themselves 'bold'?).

Note: Inspired by me watching half of The Watchmen movie yesterday. Also, by my brain trying to tell me that I'm dreaming. *headdesk*

 Watchmen Again 
[6:56 A.M.]

Another Watchmen dream, I may have realized that I was dreaming in this before I woke up.

 Ragnarok Online+

I was laying on a dark, wooden paneled bed on my back, with a laptop on my stomach. I was browsing LiveJournal and found a community that allows only the posting of explicit fanfiction. It was called '100', or '100fic'. or something.

Rachel walks by the room with her Nintendo DS and tells me about a new game she and Nicole played while they were off somewhere together. (I didn't seem surprised at all about that, even tough they've never met and are in different states).

I check the game out. There are two characters on the starting screen once you log in. The one on the bottom left had long pink hair, whereas the one on the upper left had short, black and slightly curled hair. I knew the latter was probably Nicole's character. It's name was "Espada" (note: Bleach term). I saw Rachel's too, but I can't remember it now. I accidentally almost sold one of their swords for '600' something. Luckily, I managed to cancel.

I enter the game (don't know if I chose Nicole's character or what), and the game announces that another player will be joining me (the one on the starting screen), Nicole.

When I get in the game, it totally reminds me of Ragnarok Online, even the music. Only, this is like a totally updated version with location and mob changes and better graphics. It was really vivid.

I talked to an (long, brown-haired) NPC in the beginning, and she even says my name. But she calls me "Sebasu", not "Espada". I don't seem to notice, but I do wonder how the NPC's pronounced English or other names, since it was 'speaking Japanese'. (RL: I played a game called Mabinogi where my character's name was Sebasu.)

I don't tell Nicole that it's me. At one point, we're in these cave type place ( kinda like the Coal Mines). We'd accidentally gotten there by exploring around, and it was too strong for us. We had to run around to avoid one of those purple gargoyle things that have strong attacks with arrows. There was also a purple Drainliar bat. We're almost to a portal, but it's covered up by a cat cube toy I have in RL. There's something inside of it, and I brave going inside to try and draw it out so we can get into the portal. A mob attacks me. By this time, it's like I've entered the game. I am my character, clothes and all. In  RL in the dream, I shook my arm that the egg-like mob that had attached to, and it like, vibrates off.

There was a troll annoying us to death. (RL: His looks remind me of Sealand from Hetalia, wearing his sailor uniform.) I threw him over the side. Two guy characters asked us what I was doing. I told them what the troll had been doing, that we hadn't started it.

Rachel came by the room again and asked what I was doing. I left the screen Nicole was on so Rachel wouldn't see, and showed her that I was just browsing around, that I was just checking the game out, and that it looked like Ragnarok Online. I do believe the first time around that Rachel told me the name of it, but I can't remember it now.

Rachel said that it was okay and that the game had _?_, implying that I could play/she was fine with it.

At some point, I found out that there was like a 'lover system' in the game, and Rachel and Nicole's characters were lovers. I was somewhere between sad and heartbroken. (This is my brain choosing a random person to put with Nicole to make me upset. D: )

Note: I feel some deja vu with this dream. I think I do recall a RO dream I had before...*scratches head*

 Race Car Driver

I was sitting outside Rickman Elementary on the school stands (which aren't there in RL). It was right up against the side of the school facing the playground. When I arrived, before getting in the stands, I hugged Jade and Morgan. (note: Everyone is the same age as when we were in school, even though I saw older Jade a while back in the store.) In the stands, I ruffle Heather's hair, and she looks up at me.

I saw a poster board with names on it - apparently people were being voted for something. I saw my name three times.

A woman comes over at one point to tell me to meet her the next morning at 8:00 A.M.

Suddenly, four cars and a motorcycle are driving around a track on the playground. One is Jeff Gordon's car, two are yellow colored and might have been #44, one was was a mini car (red and blue), and the motorcycle was yellow.

They go around a couple of times, and Jade(?) says that Rachel was supposed to stop in front of the stands. I think that maybe she was going to explain about the poster or wanted me to admire her car. It's the 24 car, Jeff's. I reply that maybe once she got into he car, she was too excited/caught up in the racing to stop.

A few people tell me that they voted for me. I have a niggling feeling that I am being nominated to race.

I said that I'd rather have a motorcycle than a car, because I didn't know how to drive a car yet. In my head, I was thinking how dangerous it'd be for me to go as fast as the racers were around those curves. I was interested in the motorcycle though.

It seems that people were confused about which vehicle I was talking about, so I said 'the bicycle looking one'. One of them thought I meant the mini car at first.

(Might be after I ruffled Heather's hair: ) Heather tells me she wants to talk to me. I sit to her right. She tells me that 'her mommy died'. I was shocked, and my face crumpled in sadness. I teared up, and when I looked at Heather, hers were starting to. I told her that I was sorry. The conversation suddenly changes - she said some mean things to me, but the main thing I remember is her telling me that nobody liked me, including her. Then she was gone.

Next, I walk over and sit behind Jacob. I have my cellphone, and tell Heather over the phone that I'm sorry her mom died, but I didn't believe that nobody liked me and such, then hung up. Jacob glanced over at me during the conversation.

Before or after that whole deal, Morgan was looking through my cellphone, through the text messages and notes. I chided her, but let her keep looking, I saw the words 'lucid dream' and a time written in the notes, and another note with a sentence about 'intention to realize I was dreaming'. I wondered if Morgan knew what 'lucid' meant.

Note 1: This dream triggered recall from a dream I don't think was deja vu that I've had before, of riding a bike through these streets that only seemed to be familiar in the dream.

July 14, 2009

 Kurama and Hiei in My House
[9:38 A.M.]

Yuu Yuu Hakusho: Hiei was in my room, Kurama in the bathroom. It was a bit messy. I 'knew' that it was my room Hiei was in, but the bathroom isn't one of the ones we have in RL. There were two packets of snacks in the bathroom.

Kurama liked Hiei. Oh, and Kurama was wearing glasses. I believe he was dressed in his school uniform. He was trying to decide if Hiei would like them or not, and decided in the end that since Hiei found human things weak, wearing glasses would be moot because it implied bad eyesight(, and demons don't have bad eyesight).

There was also something about fighting that I believe was a part of this dream. I distinctly recall two bad guys in particular that looked a lot alike and were not much taller than Hiei.

 Tumbic Acid
[9:38 A.M.]

Mom took Rachel to the hospital because she got something stuck 'up there'. The doctor said all you needed was to apply 'tumbic acid mixed with water'. I think mom told me all that over the phone.

Note: Phones are appearing pretty often in my dreams...and they always work! Despite me hardly ever talking on them in RL life. If I do, it's always a cellphone, not like the cordless ones in my dreams.

 Hidden
[9:38 A.M.]

I was hiding from 'everyone' by staying in this guy's secret underground room. 'Everyone' was in the room above, so I had to be pretty quiet.

- Don't know where this fragment fits: I'm outside in a pretty, enclosed/fenced yard. I'm upset. Mom looks out the back door and calls me inside.

 The Snaky Counselor
[12:11 P.M.]

I got sent to the school counselor for some reason. She was trying to provoke a reaction, trying to provoke me into saying something. And she was being crazy in general. Me and another girl that appeared to the right spilled drinks (pink lemonade?) on her. She got mad and we left.

Later, someone called me about it, and after a lot of finagling (I said at one point, "She was a snake!"), I said I'd go back as 'long as she didn't carry a big gun'. I think the woman replied that she hadn't been carrying one.

- Maybe part of this dream, at the beginning: Something about Rickman Elem. school hallway and lockers. Got deja vu when I woke, like I'd had this bit of the dream before.

 [Non Dream] Trigger

Some HI I had triggered an old dream (or a deja vu thing) of a space dream.

 Stranded

Me and dad were stopped on the road from some difficulties. We had a bunch of stuff scattered around on the middle of the road - shelves, my piano. A car and truck stopped to help. Dad had the truck driver (30-40's) give his call sign, just to see if he'd recognize it. The car driver was a woman, probably in her early-mid twenties, with brown-blond hair just past her shoulders.

While dad and the trucker talked, the woman subtly pointed out that my top (RL: actually the pajamas I was wearing to bed) had shifted down, and my bra was showing. I thought to myself that it was lucky I was wearing a nice bra.

Next, I'm in a house that could have been a trailer. Sara's inside. I asked how long it took to get here; she replied that it'd taken a little over two hours.

I realized that Baby was panting really bad from the heat. I put the cats in 'my' room where it was apparently a little cooler, and poured water in three plastic containers for them. I asked Sara if she'd take them with her if needed, so they'd have some air conditioning in the car. She agreed.

- I remember a vehicle going by and almost hitting dad, but it like, floated through the air on one side to miss him. And it somehow avoided running over our stuff.

Note: Oh man, something to this effect happened in RL a couple of months ago, except thankfully it was on the side of the road, not in the middle.

 Bad Job
[1:35 P.M.]

Rachel is telling us how she can't stand her job at Wal-Mart. Melissa, me and grandma are there. As Rachel tells the story, fitting background plays.

- Something about 'not getting a break/water' and 'waitress'.

 Twenty-year-old Cat

I was at a woman's house, and she had a twenty-year-old cat. It had some problems walking. It was small like Riley, but skinnier, and was orange and a little white, with tiger stripes.

July 13, 2009

 Ping Pong

Was a very active dream, like ping pong ball, and contained to one scene. Things were shifting around really fast, kind of like ladder pieces moving up and down. (So hard to explain!) There was one piece that stood out at the bottom, it was black.

 Growing Pains

In a town, an older man does wrong to to this younger guy. The guy leaves.

One day he goes back, maybe intending to beat him up now that he's stronger, but changes his mind when he seems him. They are alike. (They both have figures like in JoJo's Bizarre Adventure.) The man has a big cross scar on his face. The boy has long, washed out blond hair. The guy is gay. There was another scene that I can't quite remember that leads me to believe this.

The scene changes a bit, and the guy is now a girl. I think it was after the guy tried to sleep with the man that this happened.. The girl ends up sleeping in the opposite room with another girl, which she recognizes. Apparently the girl (who has long brown hair) is the missing daughter of an important figure. Her first and last name were said, but I don't remember them. I do remember that her last name was the same name as the town that the main character guy/girl came from. The guy-now-girl is surprised that the girl had 'lived under his nose' the whole time or something.

 Donut Break

I'm not sure which/if this is a part of one of the other dreams, so I'm typing it up separate.

Me, Melissa and Rachel(?) stopped for donuts. They were $1 each and we got 5. I paid for them. (Before, I was worried about how many we'd get, because I didn't have a lot of money.)

 Bubbly

I was sitting at a table with a vampire (reminds me of Spike), who was drinking this drink that he said was called "Bubbly", because the bubbles hid that there were floating dish heads in it. He left, and someone else starting talking. A talking hat? He was a man later, when I dragged him over to join "M16" for some reason after discussing something with him.

 Following the Snow Tracks

We were at grandma's house. Matt as sitting in a chair, Rachel crouched in front of him. They were messing with something. I heard Matt mention using "it/them" for BDSM, and I piped in with, "That's what I'm using them for."

This may be part of a different dream: It was dark and there was snow on the roads (not deep). I was following Rachel and Matt's tracks. I recall that we'd passed others on the road. I turned the curb and start down the street to the right, and found Matt and Rachel halfway down walking to the right side of the road.

July 12, 2009

 Lucid Device
[11:30 P.M. (first slept) - 1:30 A.M. (first woke)]

A guy, one of the _?_ lucid dreamers, let's me use his lucid dream device by the end of the dream.

- He didn't respond when I asked him something.

Note: Inspired by the chapter in Exploring the World of Lucid Dreaming that talks about lucid induction devices. I'd read it before bed.

 All the LD Books in the World
[2:39 A.M.]

More stuff like in the dream "Lucid Device". There were a lot of books spread out on a surface, all about lucid dreaming.

 Rugae
[2.39 A.M.]

Masturbated (twice) - Anal + Clit play, though vagina rugae were there (anal). No climax that I recall, but was very good.

 Hanging With MJ
[1:00 P.M.]

Me and Rachel were over at Michael Jackson's house. We stuck to the livingroom and kitchen areas. We (me and Rachel + MJ) watched recordings of him and stuff. We also watched some Soaps. One was the one with Marlena and Jon. Marlena had short hair and it took place in the past. Apparently Jon was a bad guy or after Marlena for some reason. At some point while searching for Marlena, he shined a flashlight through the door to a darkened room, and it shined on Marlena's face, and partly on four or five children's faces around her that were escaping with her. Jon didn't seem to like what he was doing, but he was driven. I think he wavered when he saw the kids.

- Me and Rachel were taking turns doing the dishes. There were like 7 salt shakers? one was red. I asked where a few stacks of bowls went, and Rachel took them and put them in these hanging plant holders beside the counter. She said it was because there was so many, you do it like that and she divided them between the holders. I think the bowls were all plastic?

We were watching something, perhaps a movie, when a cartoon version of MJ came on. MJ paused the movie/TV. There might have been a phone call for him?

I asked him soon after, "How do you feel when you see a cartoon or actor version of you in a movie?"

He gave me an upset, mumbled answer and Rachel piped in to 'translate'. He'd said that they portrayed him as always, as a "librarian, rapist, murderer(?)...".

I wanted to tell him that all that mattered was who he was inside, and who the people closest to him thought he was. I seemed to sympathize with MJ.

- When we were watching tapes of him with kids, he said, "Maybe I'm not a child molester" or something to that effect. It seems he'd come to believe that he was because that's what everyone else believed.

Note: When I was flipping through the TV channels, I happened to glimpse a show on MJ (not hard to do right now). I know next to nothing about MJ, so this was a weird dream. As for 'librarian', I have a lot of library dreams, and the others were words I thought of while doing an ABC exercise that night.

 Hetalia Uniforms
[1:26 P.M.]

Axis Powers Hetalia: England, brown (or red?), and maybe blue uniforms like in Hetalia.

- A regal father forbid his son from doing something (to do with the uniforms).

Note: I made some APH forum signatures yesterday, and one was England in uniform. Also, Russia and China. Might have inspired this dream.

 Transformation
[1:54 P.M.]

Seems I was having trouble transforming back to human form from something else. The guy trying to help me was surprised when I managed it (while in the middle of singing? dancing?).
 I remember that I was wearing a really pretty/frilly dress, maybe dark red.

July 10, 2009

 Money Machine

Me and mom were sitting on a bed that's not mine in RL but was in the dream. I think it was even bigger than my real one and it didn't seem to have normal blankets on it, just foam pads. I was messing with this little money machine, and mom asked me what it was. I told her, and she went went to press a button. There were four or five button options, including coins. Rather than words, there were little illustrations of the options.

I let her try it out even though I hadn't made the script/program to make it work yet. I was going to adapt it out of one I'd already made for something else I'd done. The coins whirl around, but nothing comes out.

Mom asks if I'm going to work on it later or carry my computer out on the gravel to Sara's (who lives two doors over), because we're going to stay the night there.

Next thing, I'm pretending to be asleep. For some reason, I don't want to go even though I keep remembering how I have interesting dreams when I stay with Sara and/or grandma.

I remember something about Sara's house having a lot of rooms. There was one room in particular that was dim and might have had a cobweb. It was kind of old looking and bare too. I liked it. I had a bit of deja vu here, as if I had the 'bunch of rooms' dream before.

July 09, 2009

Cookie Dough Pie

I get sick and have to stay in the hospital. There's a music player and other stuff to do in the room. Think there was a Gameboy Color. Also, delicious cookie dough pie!

Church Event

I was at a school that I don't recognize. Me and Nicole? go to lunch. The rice looked like Julienne (au gratin) potatoes. There were hot dogs too. Before that, we were in a church with a bunch of seats situated in a maze like pattern. Nicole mentioned the big light over the stage (how scary it was). I told her I'd performed under one once in a play in Tennessee. I was 'Mary' in it. Apparently that was in 2006, or 2009 - I couldn't remember. Nicole pointed out that the big hymn books said 2008.

Before that, I think I was a guy. 'My' brother was up on stage. He gave me these round balls in a box with some sawdust type substance. Everyone was unhappy because apparently they were akin to tokins. I started to throw mine to them. There was a boy about 10 a seat or two behind me that I was throwing them to. My brother saw and realized, then tried to throw some as well but everyone wanted to 'vote' for something (kicking him off?). Some stuck by him, including me.

- The brother had an interesting hair style and looked almost anime style. Reminded me of some Supernatural fanart I've seen.

- In the part about food, we were talking about how a couple of people were cheating by getting/dumping certain food. We said they'd have to pay money to make up for it.

OMG, caught up! *weep* I'm definitely going to try to keep caught up now, because it's a pain having to post batch instead of single days.

July 08, 2009

Butterfly Panda Tattoo

We lived in some house and Uncle Tim was staying with is.

I had a blue butterfly tattoo on my chest to the right and it had a panda head in a circle too. Uncle Tim commented on it - something about 'kids these days'. Rachel was over and also had a couple of  tattoos. One might have been a cross. She and Tim discussed the values of angel stuff versus other designs.

Mom thought she had given me this ring on a chain, but I didn't recognize it or want it. She also had three charms on a necklace. There was a little duck, owl and something else. I fell in love with the owl and she put it on a separate chain so I could have it.

- For some reason, mom kept making fried potatoes. Like, three batches.

- Riley jumped up no the bed with a blue milk ring. We were amused. Tim was at the end of the bed watching TV.

- I may have been wearing a dress. I was wearing my teal blue bra underneath.

~ I remember trying to make myself feel better about the slightly faded tattoo. I associated the panda with China from Axis Powers Hetalia (even though he's not my favorite character). I thought if I could just get to know/like his character more, I'd be more okay with my tattoo.

May 01, 2009

Ants

There were ants all around the microwave, some dead.

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Xuu and Yuu

Room 44, Butler, brothers - one named Xuu, the the other Yuu, they're twins. Anime style. BL.

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July 03, 2009

Salty Keys

Dreamed that there was salt on my keyboard in bed.

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July 04, 2009

Bad Weather, Go Next Door

When the weather was bad, we'd go over to our big house next door.

Fragment

Masturbated, something to do with a paint brush

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July 05, 2009

25c Expensive

Stole a really pretty 25c butterfly necklace and two Sailor Moon necklaces.

Leigh? was there, Riley, virtual reality, expensive store, guy offered to buy me something as were looking at the clothes. Little piano was used as the register. There was a piano for sale but it was a lower model than mine and the keys stuck when I tried to play Fur Elise.

The store owner tried to give me a contract to marry us. The mother was apparently bossy. I didn't want to live there though.

July 06, 2009

Flying Good Time!

Flew! LD!

I was at grandma's. She or someone asked me to open or knock on a door/screen 'since the power was out'.  I went to look but couldn't find it, which made me anxious.

I was in the basement. I went outside and saw grandpa, Melissa and maybe grandma coming. I went back in and went out another way. I had deja vu while in the basement. Something about 'Edward's/Edmund's room'.

...Then I flew! My only problem was that I kept getting tangled/strangled on the electric lines and would have to get myself out of them, so it was fairly distracting.

I couldn't enjoy the scenery for a while as I tried to adjust my height so I wouldn't run into the cords. I was afraid to go too high though., so was more towards the ground.

For some reason I could only fly at a slight angle even though I tried to fly like Superman.

At one point I started worrying about waking up. I tried to focus on the dream by looking at the horizon. I saw the sun and pink horizon! Gorgeous. Then I looked down at the fields and saw an animal (maybe a kangaroo, or dingo, hyena?) running.

Then my phone alarm went off in the sky and I had to wake and turn it off. :(

- I remember feeling exhilarated
- I remember being worried that my other (2nd) alarm would go off

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July 07, 2009

Tutorial

I was chosen to write a tutorial. I was supposed to read it to the class but it ended up turning into a game where whoever guessed who wrote it got 15$. I remember the contents were about homeless people or something, but at the same time it was a 'porn' manga I read last night in RL.

There were some children that came in that might have been the teacher's, who was Cuddy from House. I seemed to be in the relationship with her.

- I remember Randall and Rachel. Rachel was trying to help me follow instructions that Cuddy left me.

June 29, 2009

My Heart Draws a Dream

The school finds a stack of my papers from before. I'm amazed to find old (dream only) drawings that  I did. I recall that there was Dragon Ball Z, Ben 10 and original stuff. They're great, and I show a few to classmates. Then I show the teacher and tell her that I can't believe that I ever gave drawing up. She tells me that she too wants me to get back into it.

Then it proceeds to be art class and the teacher shows us that you can draw something using only machines(?).

Wolves

Me, mom and Rachel are at grandma's. We hear a lot of howling, and Rachel asks if there are wolves here. Mom says that there is, to the left. I tell them what Melissa said to me about turning twelve. I then wonder how grandpa deal with wolves while hunting, and I think about asking.

Note: When I was twelve and we heard howling, Melissa told me that wolves eat twelve year olds.

Baby Sick?

Baby was acting funny. We thought he could be dying. Mom said he was stressed. I felt bad because I still wanted a dog even thought it'd be hard on the cats. Rachel offered to take Baby to the vet.

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June 30, 2009

Anthropomorphic

Anthropomorphic states (but not from Axis Powers Hetalia)

Issho ni

I was hanging out with two Japanese girls. I tried some sake.

June 23, 2009

Shopping

I was wearing an old-fashioned dress. Two guys dropped me and Rachel off at the store and picked us up after.

Custom Hair

Custom hair style maker.

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June 25, 2009

Special Class

I was in a special class with others.

Jumping Contest

I was staying in a large house with others. There was a jumping contest.

Baby Animals

I missed out on helping to deliver baby animals.

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June 26, 2009

Dog's World

It was normal for everyone to have dogs. There were two white ones, one that looked like a German Shepherd Dog and one or two more. I loved the GSD. It nipped my nose.

Not Quite Human

Something about humans being not-quite-humans.

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June 27, 2009

Tiny Black Bugs

I lifted something, and there was a circle of tiny black bugs on the ground.

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June 28, 2009

Dive

I was in a building with a relaxing area, a bookshelf of romance books and a pool. I did a flip and got extra points when I dived off.

June 11, 2009

David1024

Me and dad were in this artificial place. There were no animals, but there were bugs. A guy in front of us crashed and dad tried to contact him. His username was like 'David1024'.

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June 12, 2009

Fragment

In school, me and classmates climb on a car? bar? backwards.

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June 13, 2009

Moving In With Rachel

We were going to move into a new house with Rachel. There were many rooms, but they were tiny. I was not happy.

GL

Girl x girl.

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June 14, 2009

Fragment

Read aloud in class, mention of dogs

CPR

CPR on Melissa(?), selling clothes

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June 17, 2009

Vampires

Vampires. A little girl is being chased. I? get her away.

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June 18, 2009

Hiding

We're hiding from someone at Rachel's house.

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June 19, 2009

BL

Boy x boy

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June 21, 2009

Fragment

Classroom, Jacob, desks get all mixed up

Fragment

Traveling, washing into sea, magic

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June 22, 2009

Not Like the Movies

I found my soulmate, but it's not all sunshine and rainbows.

Features my shy bladder.

A Mario-like game was played.

I felt down about something, and someone I knew called to cheer me up. He said I was 'better than them'. My soulmate wasn't thrilled that he hadn't been able to do it (make me feel better) instead.

June 01, 2009

100e

Contest to find 100 each of something.

RPG

RPG, Bard

Talk

Paul was talking to me about Leigh.

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June 03, 2009

Dream Subject

Kira Izuru from Bleach

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June 04, 2009

Fragment Keywords

Lava, curse ~ chain of deaths

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June 05, 2009

0

Dreams I can't recall.

Nullifier Drull

Drull the Nullifier - char option in game

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June 06, 2009

Fragments/Keywords

Blind woman with great hearing, lab, the stuff fabric is made of, time travel

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June 07, 2009

Fragments

Jail, white kitten that I gave away, two years, 1/10 jury though
underwater, shark friend

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June 08, 2009

Lost Dogs

I get lose with a dog. Mom and them looked for me.

I remembered that I found someone's white dog before and returned it.

There was a letter behind the frame on her collar. I used "sit" on her and it worked.

Both _?_ (letters?) told a ghost story.

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June 09, 2009

Fragments

Dumbledore, Halloween stuff, destroying an embryo, deja vu

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June 10, 2009

Fragments

I forgot something, which resulted in a broken glass (I held it in bed).

Nightwing/Spiderman - Batman dreamt it. Looked half awed, half worried.

May 27, 2009

Cat Earrings

We run into the (older) Muncies' the next isle over at the store. We're looking for earrings...for cats.

We end up sharing a house.

.Spotting

Dreamed I spotted (period).

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May 28, 2009

.

Period dream.

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May 29, 2009

Faerie's Share the Lion Den

Lion, fairy - lion pen, faerie's home

Prosthetic Leg

Paul, amputation - playing hide-and-seek. I grabbed Paul and hid him under a table or something with me.

- I had a prosthetic leg.

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May 30, 2009

Zombie Chase

Something about...chasing zombies?

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May 31, 2009

Paper Fire

Dad was standing in my (old?) room holding something. The edges of crumpled papers caught on fire, and I motioned him to put it out.

May 24, 2009

Fragment

Buffy 'episode'?

Fragment Keyword

Bus

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May 25, 2009

Japan

I was in Japan and bought a bag of Japanese stuff (including a Fullmetal Alchemist movie). I thought it cost less than it would here.

...Bugger

A guy had this music machine and asked me what I though it was called. I replied "Bugger".

- Bike

Cat Chase Snake Chase Human

Smokey was chasing a poisonous snake after me (RL: very unusual for Smokey to run around). Mom killed the snake with an ax.

- Old white bunk bed, peach hair tower on top

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May 26, 2009

Beware of the Dog

There was a project with cards 'measuring a line'. One? of my partners was older!Jesse. It was getting late and something upset me. I ran and Rachel ran after me. A Rottweiler came after me. I ran around back to older!Jesse, but he couldn't help for some reason. I stood on a table and kept kicking it.

"This is why we work in groups of threes."

It stopped eventually because of the 'lead' on my feet getting in it's ears. But another one attacked. It grabbed my toe. I said that I was going to lose it.

Jesse tried to help and I said that I loved him.

The table deflated. I tried to get on the fence.

- I was going to ask Jesse why he studied so hard/focused so much on academics.

May 21, 2009

Cat Friend

Setting: big house.

A lot happened, and it was more than one dream. I kept waking after each one.

There was a cat like Madara (from Natsume Yuujinchou) who I was close to. He was jealous of other cats. He wamted me to return some disks to him in the end of the dream.

Nose Piercing

There was some type of huge school event. I had money but didn't want to buy jewelry. I decided to ask if it was against school rules to get a nose piercing. She (teacher?) said yes and that my current piercings were too.

I tell mom and we went to the office to see the rules for ourselves. It was true. Mom toom me to get my nose pierced elsewhere.

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May 22, 2009

Fragment

Airplane, crazy girl in the bathroom

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May 23, 2009

Fragment

Sex - anal play.

Fragment

I bought plants from a Chinese? girl, suspicious

Classical Song

Wanted a song/part of it. It was classical.

May 17, 2009

Porno 2

Starred in a porno, used a vibrator.

Ghost Hunting

I was in a mansion/house looking for clues or someone, maybe a ghost. I used the bathroom (messily, or the bathroom was messy).

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May 18, 2009

Moldy Glasses

I was looking at the bottom of drink containers and stacking the ones with mold.

Severed Arm

My right arm was somehow cut off to the elbow, but they were able to reattach it.

- Woke up after this dream thinking it had really happened. Caught myself at it (being careful with my arm like I had in the dream) and went back to sleep.

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May 19, 2009

Location Unknown

Mirai Nikki: Boy has PC Mic and sneaks off to contact someone to tell him the address. They're staying in a house with a fence.

A/the boy was dragging a pipe along on a bike. A flower pot was hanging on it (bike). I didn't know the location of where I was going, so I told a girl/her I'd just ride until I found it. There was paper scattered along the gravel road. As I passed the back yard 'building', I looked in and saw bookshelves and such and was envious. I wanted to look more. The 'building' had  big windows.

- Also something about enigmatic little fairies.
- Rode my bike through a library
- Up a playground slide too

May 07, 2009

Mixtapes

Conrad and I were together. He made me CD's ('mixtapes') inspired by me.

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May 08, 2009

Switcheroo

Adults take on the form of kids or vice versa. They ran from someone and were hiding.

- A guy was a tightrope walker. He had white rice in a fish tank.

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May 0?, 2009

Fragments

Starburst presents, wound
Stealing, grandma's bedroom, basement, comics
escape through window

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May 0?, 2009

Secret Society

Some kind of ritual for Rachel and? Melissa. We were some kind of society or group of special people.

Remember to Flush

Matt stood in the doorway and asked me and mom to remember to flush the toilet when we were done.

Notes: Triggered by me going to the bathroom when the toilet wasn't flushed. We lived with my sister and her boyfriend at the time, and sometimes they'd forget to flush. It's amusing that in my dream, Matt was telling us to flush.

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May 0?, 2009

Gay People

In class, Mrs. Hastings calls me up to the front and asks me what gay people look like. I pause, about to describe someone like Okama (Bon Kurei) from One Piece, but can't think of how to. I say instead, "Like anybody else."

She smiles at me and asks me how I thought that. I tell her how mom saw the cigarette-wielding guy* and how most gay people can't be figured out so easy. She's pleased, but a bit disappointed that I didn't color my _?_.

* RL: Mom told me how she saw a gay couple in Wal Mart. One had a cigarrete and was behaving in the sterotypical gay.

Class Bracelets

Instead of class rings, we got bracelets. Mine is green. I look at someone's I know, and it's green too.

May 02?, 2009

Dream Subject

Hercule Poirot

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May 05, 2009

Fragment

Me(or Mom?) x Me

Hangin' Out With a Stranger

? x me. I was 'home' alone, and a guy knocked. I ended up answering and we hung out.

The Marauders Era

I heard that there was going to be a new Harry Potter series starring James Potter.

Chinese

I was hiding from someone, and ended up in a Chinese restaurant. I got Salmon, Shrimp and Nachos & Cheese.

Living Building

Fullmetal Alchemist: Roy, Ed and Havoc were in this 'live' building, something to do with the Gate.

KKM

Kyou Kara Maou!: Conrad, Yuuri

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May 06, 2009

Explosion

A house exploded due to some accident. A sorcerer or something was talking to the guy in the house, and told him what was happening. He said he could just resurrect him.

The house exploded! Very vivid and fiery. I recall that the sorcerer guy did resurrect the guy.

The guy ran out of the house, the explosion blowing him the rest of the way out. 

Steve Irwin and the Bad Guy

Steve Irwin and his assistant were after some bad guy. They were standing one this tower like thing over some water, with sharks below.

The bad guy came out and scared them. The girl jumped into the water and was attacked by a bear and drowned.


OP Cosplay

One Piece: People in One Piece dressed in Straw Hat costumes and ran by the Straw Hats, who noticed them.

There was a flooded baseball field and people playing a game in it.